I think the hardest part of getting back the LSATs score was facing the fact that for once in my life I was below average. I got a 148. The average is 152, which was 10 correct answers from my score. 

It’s devastating. Everything used to be so effortless for me. I have never studied so hard for a test.

So my options are to regroup, decide if I want to take the test again, decide if I even need to take the test again and continue looking for jobs and paid internships in the areas that I’m interested in. 

Who knows. Maybe I don’t need law school.